I am really trying to fight the battle of the bulge. I feel Oprah when she says that it is hard. I mean it can either go 2 ways after you have achieved your goal: 1. You are so excited that you eat in celebration or 2. You get so caught up in life's everyday ups and downs that you get derailed. There is a #3 but it is so hard to stay there (this is having the motivation and will power to make this working out and eating well thing a part of everyday life). Only the grace of GOD can get me through this. I know that I am really not that big but my family makes a really big deal out of it. But I am not doing this for them. This is totally for me. Plus I have about 6 pair of jeans that I paid $100+ for and I really want to wear them and refuse to purchase a larger size! As for my family and others who have a problem with my weight I know that it is hard to understand but I have to learn to love my self a little more and stop taking on other peoples issues. I am so guilty of that.

Any who!!!! Be Blessed

P.S. Working out is a B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!